Luke, I think you know that you and I have similar struggles. The gist of what I've gotten from the comments I've received from my various inquiries is that, if you understand that your sins will take you to hell no matter the severity or number and that there's nothing YOU can do about it, but that our God came to die in our place for those very sins and rose from the dead to take away the power of death and trust in that act of Jesus alone as the payment, that is ALL that is needed. We just need to accept this gift. I think you and I both just need to pray for the peace of God that passes understanding. I'll be praying for you brother...
