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Originally Posted by Luke
So am I
I am basically just drifting through life, without purpose or direction. I feel as though God is through with me. I missed my opportunities, and the desires of my heart have perished. MY heart is hard. I am unloving, unkind, jealous and angry at lots of people, and I don't want to be.
I get angry at my pastor very easily, but I don't go and tell him. I get angry at my father in law very easily, but I don't go and tell him. The problem is not with them, it's with me.
I know I should win souls, or try to, but honestly, it seems as though I don't care all that much. I'm ungrateful to God. Sometimes I think I don't even believe, or care that He died for me.
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Brother, don't ever draw any conclusions based on what you
feel or what you
think, ever! Always, and again, always, base your conclusions on what God said.
You said "I feel as though God is through with me."
God said "I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee."
You said "Sometimes I think I don't even believe."
God said "If we believe not, yet he abideth faithful: he cannot deny himself."
Let God be true brother, let God be true.
It's saddening to read of your frame of mind Luke, I pray God will revive your heart soon and guide your feet into the way of peace.